Q: “Sometimes I feel like I’m disappointing God… Does this ever happen to you?” Mary M, Phoenix
Answer: This is Sondra saying, YES! Knowing so many of us experience this, I godscribed the following over a bowl of Pho.
God Says:
Disappointment is a CRAZY way to imagine God. It would be like the Sun being disappointed in the moon, when it went out-of-phase, unable to shine light upon the Earth at night.
God’s disappointment is an impossible comprehension. Source is only disappointed whenever you don’t feel love.
This list reveals God’s sense of humor.
God says,
HERE ARE 7 SIGNS GOD IS DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU:
- You’re feeling an easy way about you, when there is nothing to do
- You can’t find your keys
- You don’t know why the sink is dripping
- You haven’t found what you’re digging for in your purse/pocket
- You’ve made the bed
- You’re not driving fast
- You’re in a parked car not giving attention to someone impatiently waiting for your spot
Can you imagine being so loved that nothing you do or don’t do is a disappointment? You cannot let God down. Nor can you let yourself down.
There are reasons for rest.
There are reasons for pause.
And there are reasons for waiting to be inspired.
The only thing next to do
is to wait for the one you are
who does what it is you must do.
Sondra here…
When I scribed this in my notebook, I laughed and laughed as the list came. Because one ridiculous line came after the other. It was then I felt the Great Being feigning disappointment at the sign of befuddlement in a dripping faucet. Or that God click’s a tongue as I run around unable to find my keys. The thought of Spirit disturbed as my day is free and easy, is so humorous. Because I am so often told to relax, enjoy the day, make it my own.
Then as I looked deep into each “sign” I saw the irony.
In your own relationship with God, it won’t mean you stop wishing you could do everything you think you ought to, but it will mean you can take advantage of the times when you would rather not.
Because God/Source/Spirit enjoys as you experience joy. God is the joy in the days you take for joy.
